I owe you an apology for my behavior to you over the past. I've done
so much for the server and I was just having a bad time been repenting,
I've been hateful towards you, and the things I have done have been full
of hatred that I should've been able to contain. My words has been
shamefully painful to others, and for that, I am very sorry. Unfortunately,
I’ve been letting my home life get in the way of my word choices. We have
a great server, and it has been keeping us busy around the clock. I realize that there's no excuse for letting my personal life impact the server like this, though. Starting tomorrow, I promise that things will improve between me and you. We’ve trusted you to keep your promise and I hope you do, and the server is starting a new life that we hope will help it grow, all I ask if to not be hacked anymore.
Thank you for your patience with my apology so far. You've been a pain in my butt, however since this is really a great server to be with, I will apologize for what i had done in the past. I'm very sorry for what happened between us, I hope you can put that behind us and start a new friendship between us. Since I am gay (for you), I hope that you can forgive my poor apology skills and allow me to apologize to you with great difficulty). I know all the trouble I have caused you and hope you can forgive me.